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A DREAM
A few evenings since, I laid myself
down for my
night's
repose. It has been a custom with me, for years past, to peruse a
portion
of the scriptures before I close my eyes in the slumbers of night. I
did
so in the present instance. By chance, I fell upon the spot where
inspiration
has recorded the dying agonies of the God of Nature. Thoughts of these,
and the scenes which followed his giving up the ghost, pursued me as I
slept.
There is certainly something
mysterious and
incomprehensible
in the manner in which the wild vagaries of the imagination often
arrange
themselves; but the solution of this belongs to the physiologist rather
than the reckless "dreamer."
It seemed that I was some Pharisee,
returning
from
the scene of Bath. I had assisted in driving the sharpest nails through
the palms of Him who hung on the cross, a spectacle of the bitterest
woe
that mortality ever felt. I could hear the groan that ran through his
soul,
as the rough iron grated on the bones when I drove it through. retired
a few steps from the place of execution, and turned around look at my
bitterest
enemy. The Nazarene was not yet dead: the life lingered in the mantle
of
clay, as if it shuddered to walk alone through the valley of death. I
thought
I could see the cold damp that settles on the brow of the dying, now
standing
in large drops on his. I could see each muscle quiver: — The eye, that
began
to lose its lustre in the hollow stare of the corpse. I could hear the
low gurgle in his throat. — A moment, — and the chain of existence was
broken,
and a link dropped into eternity.
I turned away, and wandered
listlessly on, till I
came to the centre of Jerusalem. At a short distance rose the lofty
turrets
of the temple; its golden roof reflected rays as bright as the source
from
which they eminated [[sic]]. A feeling of conscious pride stole over
me,
as I looked over the broad fields and lofty mountains which surrounded
this pride of the eastern world. On my right rose Mount Olivet, covered
with shrubbery and vineyards; beyond that, and bounding the skirts of
mortal
vision, appeared mountains piled on mountains; on the left were the
lovely
plains of Judea; and I thought it was a bright picture of human
existence,
as I saw the little brook Cedron speeding its way through the meadows,
to the distant lake. I could hear the gay song of the beauteous maiden,
as he gleaned in the distant harvest-field; and, mingling with the
echoes
of the mountain, was heard the shrill whistle of the shepherd's pipe,
as
he called the wandering lamb to its fold. A perfect loveliness had
thrown
itself over animated nature.
But, "a change soon came o'er the
spirit of my
dream;"
I felt a sudden coldness creeping over me. I instinctively turned
towards
the sun, and saw a hand slowly drawing a mantle of crepe over it. I
looked
for stars; but each one had ceased to twinkle; for the same hand had
enveloped
them in the badge of mourning. The silver light of the moon did not
dawn
on the sluggish waves of the Dead Sea, as they sang the hoarse requiem
of the cities of the Plain; but she hid her face, as if shuddering to
look
on what was doing on the earth. I heard a muttered groan, as the spirit
of darkness spread his pinions over an astonished world.
Unutterable despair now seized me. I
could feel
the
flood of life slowly rolling back to its fountain, as the fearful
thought
stole over me, that the day of retribution had come.
Suddenly, I stood before the temple.
The veil,
which
had hid its secrets from unhallowed gaze, was now rent. I looked for a
moment: the priest was standing by the altar, offering up the expiatory
sacrifice. The fire, which was to kindle the mangled limbs of the
victim,
gleamed for a moment, on the distant walls, and then 'twas lost in
utter
darkness. He turned around, to rekindle it from the living fire of the
candlestick; but that, too, was gone. — 'Twas still as the
sepulchre.
I turned, and rushed into the street.
The street
was vacant. No sound broke the stillness, except the yell of the wild
dog,
who revelled on the half-burnt corpse in the Valley of Hinnom. I saw a
light stream from a distant window, and made my way towards it. I
looked
in at the open door. A widow was preparing the last morsel she could
glean,
for her dying babe. She had kindled a little fire; and I saw with what
utter hopelessness of heart she beheld the flame sink away, like her
own
dying hopes.
Darkness covered the universe. Nature
mourned,
for
its parent had died. The earth had enrobed herself in the habiliments
of
sorrow, and the heavens were clothed in the sables of mourning. I now
roamed
in restlessness, and heeded not whither I went. At once there appeared
a light in the east. A column of light shot athwart the gloom, like the
light-shot gleams on the darkness of the midnight of the pit, and
illumined
the sober murkiness that surrounded me. There was an opening in the
vast
arch of heaven's broad expanse. With wondering eyes, I turned towards
it.
Far into the wilderness of space, and
at a
distance
that can only be meted by a "line running parallel with eternity," but
still awfully plain and distinct, appeared the same person whom I had
clothed
with the mock purple of royalty. He was now garmented in the robe of
the
King of kings. He sat on his throne; but 'twas not one of whiteness.
There
was mourning in heaven; for, as each angel knelt before him, I saw that
the wreath of immortal amaranth which was wont to circle his brow, was
changed for one of cypress.
I turned to see whither I had
wandered. I had
come
to the burial ground of the monarch of Israel. I gazed with trembling,
as I saw the clods which covered the mouldering bones of some tyrant
begin
to move. I looked at where the last monarch had been laid, in all the
splendour
and pageantry of death, and the sculptured monument began to tremble.
Soon
it was overturned, and from it issued the tenant of the grave. 'Twas a
hideous, unearthly form, such as Dante, in his wildest flights of
terrified
fancy, ne'er conjured up. I could not move, for terror had tied up
volition.
It approached me. I saw the grave-worm twining itself amongst the
matted
locks which in part covered the rotten scull. The bones creaked on each
other as they moved on the hinges, for its flesh was gone. I listened
to
their horrid music, as this parody on poor mortality stalked along. He
came up to me; and, as he passed, he breathed the cold damps of the
lonely,
narrow house directly in my face. The chasm in the heavens closed; and,
with a convulsive shudder, I awoke.
P.
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